Soul alone by Hannah Baker

Hello everyone, 

the blog entry today is going to be different from my others. The difference is that the other three blogs deals with persons and their behaviors. But this one goes with a poem. A poem from a dead girl. From Hannah Baker. 

This was no normal poem, it ment a lot to her and her life. For understanding:

Hannah has found poetry as her therapy. Hannah writes all her written poems in a notebook. She goes every day into the 'Monets' and writes a new one. The poems are full of her emotions she felt on this day. After a while she joined a poetry club where the members talk about their poems. One day she meets Ryan Shaver. Her eight reason. Both of them sit on the steps in front of the club and substituted their notebooks where their poems are in but instant of reading the poems from Hannah, Ryan stole one of them. The one poem he stole ment a lot to Hannah it was her soul. And her soul was published, by you, Ryan Shaver. The students from their school talked about their poem and interpret it. This was insufferable for Hannah. But now to you Ryan. 

I thought a long time about you and your behavior against Hannah. I asked myself if you are a real reason, not only for Hannah especially for me too. And yes you are. We both know that you are guilty. And everyone who red the book knows it too. That what you have done was unfair and ruthless. Furthermore you told everyone that you located the things you publish in the school magazine. This is a lie. And that's why you're one of the thirteen reasons for Hannah and me. You exploit the people where the things are really from.

"If you hear a song that makes you cry and you don't want to cry anymore, you don't listen to that song anymore.
 "But you can't get away from yourself. You can't decide not to see yourself anymore. You can't decide to turn off the noise in your head." - Hannah Baker. 

Kassette 3b

Hello everyone, 

Today I am going to write about Marcus Cooley and his behavior against Hannah Baker before and after she committed suicide. 

First of all I want to say that I can understand Hannah's feelings and thoughts when she was at the Rosies. Obviously the St. Valentine's Day is important for every girl. For the guys it's simply a reason to agree upon with a girl and date them. I think the goal from them is only to have sex. This was at least the goal from you Marcus. And that's why I can understand her that much, you give her the feeling that she was only an object, not a human being. To touch her against her volution was not fair and horrible for her. And the fact that you don't quit, is one of the reasons why you can't tell anyone that the reason from her is only an other excuse to kill herself. Yes, you are one of the snowballs. On your position you aren't allowed to stand in front of Tyler's house and throw stones agains his window. Everyone should stand infront of yours. She was not a slut, she only wants to feel safe at someone. And she hoped that you were the one who can 'safe' her. 

In conclusion you are not entitled to say that you are not a reason. You are. And you know this. I think it's only an excuse for you, to don't feel bad and guilty. But we both know that what you does was a big mistake. 

I am very interested in what you think about this reason from Hannah. So please leave a comment under my blog entry. Greetings, your Jonesbrandy99.